In a Dither
October 28th, 2008 -- Posted in fetish | No Comments »Dither – a state of indecision.Â
I find that when enjoying my phone sex calls, I’m often in that state. Each call is so different and brings out a part of me that just sends me reeling. Hearing a particular callers voice also brings that out as well. Example, Jim calls and I instantly know I’m in for a hot pussy licking and that drives my need to suck his cock until I hear him explode. I love it! And yet, when I hear my quiet lil Jpet, he brings out my inner need to taunt and control. I’m not really Dominant nor Submissive but depending on what goes on around me, those things can and often do come to the forefront.
I got curious and did some reading on the Marquis De Sade. Now there was a twisted fellow. And yet there is something exciting on both sides of the coin where he is concerned. Sometimes I think about being helpless and under the cruel hand of another. Can you imagine? Being strapped down and my body vulnerable to anything a person wanted to do to me without being able to stop them. On the other hand, I would love to have that kind of control over someone too. However I’m not a violent person so I doubt I would be able to bring them serious pain. Ahh but that’s what our fantasies are for, right? Teddy fits this category for me. When he calls I know I can torture his balls, his cock and make him moan with such sweetness. He loves when my nails are digging into him or perhaps using some alligator clips on his nipples…LOL.
There are always the hot lovers who simply like a good hard fuck too. Top or bottom, I don’t care how I get it because it truly drives me wild to feel those big hands on my hips and pulling me onto him. Driving that hard cock in so deeply it makes me gasp. So I guess that’s why I consider my mind in a “dither” all the time. There are no definite lines of desire or kink. I’m inspired by my callers and their dusky voices, wonderful imaginations and sexy sense of pleasure. I’m eager for more and I’m waiting to hear from YOU and see what we can come up with together. Will you keep me waiting?
Riley


